Me and my girl have been having problems, our relationship has been on and off because I have hurt her in the past and I seem to repeat the same mistakes. I don’t do it intentionally and I have been trying to change but it seems no good because we keep coming back to the same place. I want to be better for her because I really love this girl and I can’t imagine a life without her. It’s hurts and even as a type this message I’m fighting back tears. I want to change I want to be better for her. Please help me because I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I hate myself and I’m scared I might end up doing something bad to myself, I can’t even stand the sight of myself in the mirror. We are both still students finishing school.
We been together for 10years we have a Son of 6years old. We have been staying together for 6years and then my farther bought a plot and asked me to stay there our relationship changed because of this and also my partner was drinking too much whereby I am an occasional drinker he will drink anytime any day. I moved back after 2years and things was just out of hand I could not handle it any more so I left to stay with a friend for few days and thereafter decide to go stay at my granny's house where I grew up. I am there now, but my partner decides to change his life becoming a born again, however ever since our relationship has been the best and we would like to take it to the next level.
